If you ever fall to someone in bad way.
I’ve ever been trapped in position where I should get contact personally in such very intimate situation that makes me sick with myself.
I’ve ever been trapped in intimacy where I should let myself being touched by hands I hate and I can’t deny it. I can’t fight it.
I never enjoyed that moment, when that body try to swim in me, when that lips try to taste me.
When that heart try to fill me with love, I spilled heartache and tears for all the caress its gave.
Even when it comes night, that face tries to enter my dreams so I never let myself sleeping. I never let my life enjoying a good dream and wake up freshly.
Then that person left me, I hurt that soul when I think that hurts me.
I back to myself, I’m sleeping. I’m sleeping deep and I wake up. No body annoying me.
So empty, I’m empty.
It seems I have ever been addict to something very dirty, unaesthetic, inappropriate.
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